July & August: Carnival, Features & Temporary Happiness
Ended July with Ade's first #PUSH event. You can catch all the highlights from the event on youtube, and I put together a summary of the event including some points made by all the speakers - Adzvice #PUSH Event.
I also went to a small event in August - Lucayan Natural Network Club #2 For Bloggers & Brands. An intimate event that had a panel discussing authenticity between brands and influencers. We got to discuss the current increase of influencers and how brands have started to work with more and more influencers in order to build relationships with customers and make sales. I do believe infulencer involvement is necessary, however I do wonder if it can remain genuine when everyone is doing it. Let me know what you think about influencers and brands working together.
Bernadette did an amazing job putting together a lovely post. Bernadette had asked me if I wanted to get involved in her Interviewing Brains & Beauty series on her blog. I humbly accepted and had the pleasure of reading the finished piece before it went live. My emotions always take over when I'm presented with compliments and appreciation. Really don't even know what to do with myself after reading this, other than say thank you, but even that doesn't feel like enough lol. You can read my interview on Bernadette's blog - Interviewing Brains & Beauty x Saabirah Lawrence
Not only was I featured on Berns blog, I also had the opportunity to share my thoughts on texture discrimination on Naomi's website - Lookatmyblackbeauty.com. Her Kinks & Curls documentary shares stories from women within the natural hair community and their thoughts on texture discrimination.
I wrote a piece on embracing your natural hair and explained why I think there is an issue with an inaccurate representation of naturals in the natural hair community - There Is More Than One Way To Embrace Your Natural Hair .
Notting Hill Carnival
I've previously addressed Notting Hill Carnival and the bad reputation it gets every year on my blog - Notting Hill Carnival, "Black on Black Crime" & #BLM. Before carnival even begun there was already talk of pre-carnival arrests and raids. We all saw that ridiculous and rather pathetic tweet from the Met Police account. Every year the media try to demonise the event and the black community. Every year the media tries to get the worlds second largest street event to be cancelled.
Carnival is a celebration of Caribbean culture, a time where black British individuals can come together to shake a leg and give the wickedest whine. A time for people of all ages and all ethnicities to come together to enjoy the sound of the islands and the sexiest Jerk chicken & rice and peas. Carnival isn't going anywhere!
Deleted my social media apps to give myself a break from the sometimes overwhelming interweb. I thought it would help me clear my mind and help with my concentration. It didn't work out as planned but It's something I want to do more often to see if I could actually benefit from it. I imagined that the break would improve my mental health, but It just meant that I had to face a lot of the things I try to push to the back of my mind.
Not having my eyes stuck to my phone screen gave me time to reflect. That time I had to reflect forced me to pay attention to something that I have been ignoring for some time now. I have known for a while that I purposely seek happiness, but not happiness that last. I will do things that make me feel good, knowing full well that it will only make me feel good for that time. I'm drawn to anything that can distract me from reality, anything that gives me a false sense of relief and happiness. It's not something I'd recommend lol. I also had more time to identify exactly what it is that sets off my anxiety. Got myself a new speaker and some skin care products so my self care days are going to be lit.
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